skins 4, hell yeah!


my oct/nov sounds:

1. miike snow
2. vampire weekend vs miike snow
   
3. copeland
   
4. the great spy experiment wasted
5. the great spy experiment late night request
6. the temper trap love lost

i got myself a new notebook and a new black pen.

i found your life in grey and white
and never thought i'd color it

hi, last saturday, the only day i saw hyder last week, hyder brought me to a spot where the stars were uninhibited by the HDBs rising nearby. it was a good spot for us to talk endlessly, tell radical stories and for him to massage my foot and make my heart sing.

happy photographs;








hyder told his sergeant he wants to marry me after NS

sometimes his over-confidence scares me but this time round, i think it's cute and he makes me want to live in his belly button!

mmh, guess i did not make it clear enough that i'm on a semi-hiatus. i will be here once in a while i guess, for times when i need a little public attention.

seriously, if you asked me, i don't know whether i am ok. there's too much numbness in my emotions that sometimes i get lost just by feeling. when i cry, i let out a sob or two and then seconds later, i get confused on why i am crying.

potential causes are 1) school there's just too much to do but i can't complain 2) hyder is in army 3)PMS. annoyingly, i can't put a finger on which to be blamed! apart from crying without knowing why, i've been eating more than usual, get easily startled and agitated. well, i really don't think it's depression although i show signs of it. hmm

having LATE NIGHT REQUEST on repeat now. it's the only song that comes close to what i am feeling now.

oh sorrow, won’t you flow out? these tired veins have dried. this tired soul has burned out. collect her. bring her back here next to me. cause I need her now. I need her touch so desperately. so go now, don’t come till the night is done. and I will wait for you. yeah, I will wait for you.

oh distance, oh why won’t you disappear? this electric love is so tiring and so dear. collect her, bring her back here next to me. cause I need her now. oh yeah, I need her now.

so go now, don’t come till the job is done. and I will wait for you. yeah, I will wait for you.

two things to do this weekend if hyder books out on time

1. 2012
2. Polyclinic because hyder has a funny secret to share with the doc.

i wish you dead. i wish you fall into the deepest hole on earth.


you are too horny to be my friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!